Tag Archives: fear
pill.
and tonight i just can’t think straight. it’s all bubbling up and i can’t stand it. it’s really fucking bad. and it’s terrible. and i’m selfish. and horrible. and this headache is getting worse. and tonight i would really like … Continue reading
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shine.
you kiss my neck, i whisper in your ear, "this is my downfall" there is so much love in those photos. they make me feel fantastic. that was our day. it belonged to us. you made it worthwhile. so it’s … Continue reading
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pandemic.
red bumps, raised skin, red marks. i’ve reacted badly to this injection yet again. i have an exam in german first thing tomorrow morning. my legs are aching and my head is cloudy. three out. none in. my tongue feels … Continue reading
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brick work.
it’s like i’m out at sea. all adrift in a blue mass. nothing for miles. no one around. i feel like everyone has gone. everyone’s left. i feel so alone. i want you around. i need you around. what can … Continue reading
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green glaze.
i fell in love with a scent again today. made me remember. cold at bus stop. jumper on. ear hurting. blood. two cartons of apple juice, one packet of love hearts. prepared. holly tree. green shines. thorned edges. my head … Continue reading
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