Tag Archives: rant
pill.
and tonight i just can’t think straight. it’s all bubbling up and i can’t stand it. it’s really fucking bad. and it’s terrible. and i’m selfish. and horrible. and this headache is getting worse. and tonight i would really like … Continue reading
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frost.
my eyes are so fucking dry. more dry than before. what the hell i bought new contact lenses. yet they’re worse now. he made me wear his coat tonight. and that was nice. and it was good to see him. … Continue reading
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wizard.
i was fine. completely fine. till i heard this song again. jesus. i miss being part of something. being right in the centre. to have a safety net all around me. catch me when i fell. and i need that. … Continue reading
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mushrooms.
so i started crying. i didn’t do well enough. i didn’t meet your standards. well fuck you. fuck you all. i’m fed up and i don’t give a fuck. you don’t care and i don’t give a fuck. you lie … Continue reading
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elastic.
still can’t sleep. this is getting stupid now. my head is pounding. stomach churning. hands shaking. god this hurts so much. why can’t i just sleep. i’m not happy being awake. these women are so stupid. do they have no … Continue reading
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