Tag Archives: scared
speed.
i go up and down too much. high. high. low. high. high. low. low. low. i can’t keep doing it that much longer. i’ll skip and dance. and shake and cry. my mind races ahead. everything at once. and i … Continue reading
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cinnamon.
i waited all day for this song on shuffle. all day. and now it’s here i want to skip it. i felt myself stop when it started playing and put my hands between my thighs to stop me changing songs. … Continue reading
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empty chair.
i asked her why it was that price. she said it varied. i told her i thought it was a horrible idea. she said she wouldn’t do my flowers. i told her she would have to and that i can’t … Continue reading
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plaster.
so i broke down on friday night. and i couldn’t stop shaking. i couldn’t pull myself together. i ripped every photo off my wall. i was left with just my name. just orange and red and alone. then i painted. … Continue reading
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pandemic.
red bumps, raised skin, red marks. i’ve reacted badly to this injection yet again. i have an exam in german first thing tomorrow morning. my legs are aching and my head is cloudy. three out. none in. my tongue feels … Continue reading
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